Data

It's all about data. For anything. Want to have a lot of money? Want to lose weight? Keep your data. It's so easy after to progress. Doing this for a while. In much better condition on all aspects, already.

Ough

I couldn't sleep last night. My brain was like playing trivial pursuit. I already made so many mistakes today at work. "What's wrong with you?" as David would say. Come on, man. Keep your shit together.

Douglas

 "So where do you start when you want to start your life again?" wrote Douglas Coupland. I wondered about it. I really need to start anew.

Well, I made a coffee. I put some music. I cleaned up my laptop. I cleared my table. I emptied my closet. Chose the clothes I needed. Wrote down what I need. And this is the surface of my wondering, but it is essential. When you have order around you, order will come to your brain. And you will think more logically. No more daydreaming, no more possible life scenarios in my mind. Things are, as they are. Now, I got to think what is needed to move on. And start living again.
 
Organisation, order and consistency are the keys. Organisation of my time and money. The two valuable resources. Organisation leads to order. Consistency will keep me going, when the days of laziness or depression will return. It's the time that I got to be strong and keep doing what I have to do. Like an automatic pilot in a plane. I got to keep flying. 

Then, as you know a human is soul, body and mind. All of them are sick on me. Got to heal them. Philosophy and journaling for my soul. Exercise that will get more and more intense as time goes by. Read and watch useful stuff and investigating interesting stuff for the mind. 

I got much more resources than many. It's important, in my view, to start from zero though. You add up the experience you gain all these years and you protect yourself from all the bad situations. A lesson from the past is that if I'm consistent for a certain time, I can achieve a lot. Lost weight, saved money, lived happy. So I have the guide of how to achieve everything. As U2 said in Sarajevo "Fuck the past, kiss the future."