Fellaini

Ever let your hair grow long? For some time you look like Marouane Fellaini. There's nothing you can do to make your hair look nice. Then after a while they are the right length and they start look nice. That's my case right now. I feel like I'm in a cocoon, ready to transform, from a caterpillar to a butterfly. Losing so much weight makes my body look weird. My shirts start to look so big on me, my pants are falling down, a double chin is more visible now, but is mostly skin and not fat and I look like I have a hole on each side of my belly.

The same happens inside me. I'm changing every day more and more. I am in good mood, laugh more, connect with people more. I still have moments of depression or nostalgia, I am getting sad with the behaviour of some people, but I keep pushing myself forward thinking two sentences. There's a reasoning behind every action. Be tolerant with others and strict with yourself. I'll be totally free and fly soon, I think. Discipline and consistency.